The perfect Solution

I cry among my self with no reason
Remembering every painful thing happened to me..

Finding a way to get me out of this hurting feeling..
I see my self crying and crying with no stop
Nothing stops me what so ever and keep on,,
Afraid to stand on my feet in case I faint and drop..

Crying with no breath interrupts me , or a simple moment that makes me smile
A tear that rushes my cheeks that breaks everything inside me..

Knowing everything will stop someday but only this thing will stay for ever,,
Nothing but this tear will keep me down and calm me from everything that will be..

I always try to find another way to save me from this sourness
But then I realize that this well keep me in peace and see myself Lonely and crying..

I think this will satisfy me till the end..
And see myself through the achenes..
I think sad music will keep me relaxed and to be treated harshly