Sooner or Later

As time goes by
Everyone knows I try
To carry on with my life
Through great depression
And sorrowfulness incline
To everyone that cares
To everyone whos been there
Knows exactly what I mean
Know one can ignore it
We all seem to come clean
Sooner or later I might realize
The weaker I become the stronger I get
Sooner or later I might realize
Exactly what everything was meant
To be like for me day after day
To see everyone so happy
When I cant seem to ever be
When he comes around I will finally be happy
until then, this, and now
You will still see me hurting
Weak and crying with cheeks flushed
You know what Im thinking
Because its a obvious must
You know I cant help myself
The way I feel and how I deal
If I never get the chance to see him again
I will shed a tear
As bloody as the rose he had given me
If it was the last time I had seen him
And he said it was never meant to be
Shattering, falling to pieces
There goes the life I tried to make happy
Next time everyone sees me
Ill be lying in a casket
Eyes closed, pale face
Dreaming of the day
That was never meant to be