And I don't know what to do.

And I don't know what to do.

Another year has past,
While I'm still here without you.
I feel hurt and guilty,
And I don't know what to do.

"We need to talk Heidi,
I need you to tell me again,
What you feel for me,
So maybe this confusion will end."

"Well, I wanted to tell you I love you,
And you made my life whole.
It hurts so much that I can't have you,
And parts of my heart, you have stole."

"I am so sorry Heidi,
Please do forgive me.
Our friendship will be strong,
But I love her now, can't you see?

I loved you once,
So very much.
But when you left,
I thought we were totally done."

Sometimes people screw up,
And they lose what they really need.
Keep the things you love,
Don't end up like Me.

***

Don't let love ruin your Christmas,
For it has ruined mine.
My heart will heal sometime soon,
But it will take some time.

Don't let him steal your heart,
Don't let him give you pain.
Watch out for the wrong guys,
For they will give you shame.

Don't let him ruin your life,
Don't let him hurt you inside.
Your feelings are important,
Don't let him make you hide.

Don't take life for granted,
And don't always think about yourself.
Remember: There are people out there,
Who really need your help.

Don't be ashamed of who you are,
Remember: you are special.
Don't let somebody throw you around,
Don't forget to smile, it will get you far.

Don't take time thinking about the bad things,
It will only make things worse.
Make the best out of every situation,
Pray instead of curse.

God will always be there,
To never let you down.
Remember: You are beautiful,
So smile, instead of frown.

REMEMBER: The sky is the limit!

* I guess I sort of changed the poem into some things to remember :P I know it's not the best! But, Oh well..

* MERRY CHRISTMAS!

By: Heidi Berlin
December 22 2005

To a new year!