The sadness, the depression, the truth and pain
To know I'll never be there...to know I'll never gain
I've tried so many times but you seem so far away
Why can't you love me and then everything will be okay
But you don't and that's what hurts me, when all I love is you
It's like you don't even see me, it's like I'm not even true
Nothing can cure the pain in my heart it rips and tears my soul
Soon enough I won't have a heart it'll be just an empty black hole
All because I was different not like everyone you see
I can show you that being different makes who I am me
You'll love it I can assure you, you won't make a mistake
But please don't hurt my heart for it's already beginning to break
So many hours have passed that I've been a ghost to you
But even though you've hurt me, I'll always love you
The pain will be gone and forgotten, a long ago strife
I'll let you know how I loved you so and how only you saved my life
