Once again I lied,
I told you I\'d always be there for you,
Believe me I\'ve tried,
But I think I should tell you the truth.
Right now as we speak,
You\'re telling me how your heart is broken,
Really I\'m feeling weak,
All your problems to me are open.
But the thing is,
Tonight I desperately need your help,
My help I\'m trying to give,
But my heart is about to melt.
I think about everything,
I think \"What\'s the point in carrying on?\"
But then I remember that to you I must mean anything,
Because I know you\'ll miss me when I\'m gone.
I want you to know something,
I\'m not going to be ok,
I\'m trying with everything,
But I\'m not going to be ok.
I\'ve failed before,
And I think I will do again,
I don\'t know if I can help you anymore,
Will you help my heart mend?
When I tell you I\'m fine,
This is what it all means..
F.*cuked* up
I.nsecure
N.ot okay...
E.motional
So I\'m sorry if this one time,
I\'m not helping you out,
I know I can\'t rhyme,
But that\'s not what this poem is about...
