False Security

I dont know how to feel right now
Am I supposed to be happy, or scared?
Somebody please, just tell me how

I love you with everything I am
I dont know how to live without you
And I dont know if I can

You mean the world to me
You should at least know thats true
But, you should be happy, you should be

Its hard and its only been a day
I miss you so much already
I want you top come home forever and stay

I could find a reason to wake up each day
I miss you so much already
I want you to come home forever to stay

When I was with toy, it was my happiest time in years
I know you would be there
And I knew you would catch my tears

I could think of you and just smile
But that sense of false security
Could only last a little while

Now my head is aching, I cant sleep
youre the only thing in my mind
And I dont know how Ill last a week

Im trying with all I can to stay so strong
I cant stop my eyes from crying
And I want to know what I did wrong

I know we had our fights, tears were shed
But nothing compares to this unwanted feeling
Of thinking Id be better off dead

Yeah, I know, I have issues