A Cold and Dark Feeling

Sometimes inside I feel a fear,
on my cheek I shed a tear.
Nobody knows what i feel inside,
nobody knows how much Ive cried,
and how I hurt with a sudden pain.
All alone on a day of rain.
How shall I wait,
to wash away the dull paint,
the paint thats painted upon the walls,
the walls I walk past down the halls,
where people always luagh and stare,
do u think they really care,
for all they think of me is nothing,
or my friends who are only helping.
But I know that in my heart,
this is only the dreadful start!