Angela...i love you sweetie

My cousin was adopted
when she was only 7
i miss her very much
i hope shes still alive and not yet went to heaven

don't know if shes alive
or if she is OK
i love her so very much
i wish she could have stayed

she was so sweet and special
so young and so unique
i wish that you were hear
i want to hear you speak

tomorrow is your birthday
and you will be 13
i want to see you now
id claim you the queen

your so beautiful
so smart and understanding
remember when we use to play?
with all the toys and dolls

I hate uncle Danny
hes such a stupid man
i wish i would have known then
i would have lend ed you my hand

i know that you cant read this
and probably never will
i know that you are precious
i wish time could just stand still

6 Christmas's have past
and we still aren't together
if your daddy wasn't so stupid
things would be much better

i hope that you are happy
i want to see you smile
then all of this searching
would make my time worthwhile

everyday i wonder
if you are still alive
i pray that you are OK
and i look up to the sky

asking god to show me
where you are and what you do
wanting to just hold you tight
and talk about what we've been through

you have your little sister
summer, do you remember her
she misses her big sissy
and she deserves her

there are pictures of you
all around the house
when i want to cry
i have to remind myself

that your in a better place
whether near or far
and that someday ill find you
always wishing upon a star

I wish that i could show you
your brother and other sister
i wish i could explain
how much we all have missed you

when i think of you
my eyes begin to tear
wanting you so closely
just wishing you were here

now i have to go
I'm doing a special search
and just to let you know
THERES SO MUCH YOU ARE WORTH