What a mistake i've made

Dedicated to someone special...could you ever see the real me!

I made a mistake by not telling you how I feel
Now you've got someone, whose emotions they didn't conceal
I can't seem to let you go, memories I have many
I don't want to let go of these memories not any

Everywhere I think of you my heart starts to melt
Thinking of the emotions I have always felt
I didn't want to show you the real me inside
I kept my pain away, but from you I have to hide

Hide my emotions so you'd never see
Knowing how I feel inside of me
I can't seem to let you go, what a mistake I made
By not telling you, I'm hoping these feeling will fade

There are so many things that remind me of you
I can't seem to smile, I keep on pushing through
Hoping one day I'll see your face once more
Maybe I'll tell you how I feel unlike before

I'm writing these poems dedicated to someone special
But the truth is there all dedicated to you
I can't seem to get you out of my mind
I'm holding on to a lost cause, what am I to do?

Is there any hope of me finally letting you go?
If I can only rid myself of the memories of you
Then I'll be ok, because of you I'm cutting again
I thought I was over that, I thought I was through

I want you to be near and be here for me to hold
I want you to be the one I'll never have to let go
What a mistake I've made, what a problem I've caused
I love you more than you'll ever know!

*This is about a guy I've loved for ages, it was love at first sight, As are all the poems dedicated to someone special*

© Courtney L Steward