Anger runs through my veins
Tears run down my face
These memories I wish I could erase
The thoughts that flow through my heart and my soul
They block my mind block all other thoughts
The blackened wishes the ones I wish weren't there
This blackened soul I wish was light again
It's to late to be saved now
For now the final glimmer of hope has faded
He'll be gone soon gone forever
No more wishing to say goodbye
No more wishing to see him just one more time
Gone leaving my heart even blacker
I don't no if I can handle it
But I will I always do I always live through the hurt
Its not going to be OK