Security

I'm sorry for how I've been,
for how I've acted,
i always thought i should do more to prove my love,
i guess now i realize how much my actions impacted.

a little too much,
thats what i did,
when the truth is,
nothing could be done to make life immediately splendid.

time after time,
i do the same thing,
i try to make you tell me about troubles,
i try to help you carry burdens so you don't think its some fling.

i could've never thought that,
ever even questioned this,
i should really know better,
that i am the one you miss.

your anger now proves that i was wrong,
i deserve ever little bit,
i hate myself for this,
why did i have such a fit?

how can i ever question you,
you and your fidelity,
i can't believe what I've done,
oh how much i regret, how i lacked so much security.