Changing me

Why is it everytime i know whats going to happen
but i just let you do it to me
i just want to be with you
even if it means not being me

you try to change me
every single day,
the real me has gone
so far far away

i miss being myself
and being able to smile
you want me to be real serious
and only smile once in a while

you thik im childish
and you call me a geek
i cant hold all the pain in
i have to let my real self leak

you think im depressing
and constantly sad
you cant understand why though, because you think my life is brilliant,
when realy its just bad

all i want you to do
is stop changing me
i just want to be myself
and il be who i want to be!