Tears

Its always been the same through these days,
Always war, always pain.
Always loss, never gain.

I liked pretending,
that things would get better,
But as the rain poured,
I got colder and wetter.

I had had support ,
from time to time,
I had someone to go to,
to cry and whine.

Then the time came,
For my support to leave home,
I never knew it would be this bad,
But my hearts turned to stone.

I have no one to cry to,
No one to love,
God, I need an angel,
Send me one from above.

I've long since learnt the art,
of burying my feelings,
Long, lonely hours, crying,
From the pain lost love brings.

And as i look forward,
To the rest of my life,
I see only pain and loneliness,
So I reached for the knife.

I've come accustomed to this loneliness,
This sadness inside,
I forever know the feeling,
Of cold tears as they slide.

So I guess this is goodbye,
And hello to my future,
Preparing for pain,
My wound wont be sutured.