Freedom

You stand on the rails waiting for the train
This is wrong
"No, this is right" You say
You haven't seen everything yet
"It doesnt matter" you say, "I don't belong"
Tears roll down your cheeks
You don't really want this
"Yes I do" You sob
No you are lying
"Why does it matter, Im living a lie" You cry
You see a light come closer and your heart sinks
You can still save yourself
"No, I don't want to" You say as the light blinds you
The train finally hits you, you thought death was freedom