I never thought I'd say this, but I hate you.
I hate you for leaving me when I most needed you.
I hate you for never showing me any affection.
I hate you for letting me down when I trusted you.
I hate you for never taking any interest in my life.
I hate you for never caring about me.
I hate you for ruining every hope in our future.
I hate you for exchanging me for him.
I hate you for playing around with my feelings.
I hate you for never letting me do what I wanted.
I hate you for never treating me the way you should have.
I hate you for saying 'I love you' but never meaning it.
But most importantly,
I hate you for not being a father, much less being a man.
