She smiles at school.
everyone doesn't know what she does at home.
she acts all silly and cool.
but when she goes home.
she gets yelled at.
she gets her heart broken in to pieces she's afraid to speak.
she runs in her room around 12.
looking up at the moon.
shining down on her face.
the tears glisten into her face.
the blood drops on her feet.
the cuts she made that night.
making that wish into a crime.
no one knows that she does this.
every day at school she makes it like she never does it.
she makes it look like she has a perfect life.
but she goes home and gets hit.
she goes home and makes the crime.
she goes home with no one loving her.
she sits up all night.
making these cuts.
making them hurt with each drop.
the tears of salt water washes the blood away.
each time she starts to cry.
rubbing the knife across her skin.
she can't stop.
she can't promise anyone.
she can't tell anyone.
that her father makes her do it.
that she doesn't have anyone to love her.
she's tired and she's weak.
she spills as much blood in a week.
then anyone does in a life time.
she's losing herself in a addiction.
she's afraid to die.
she doesn't want to.
she can't go ask for help.
she can't do it this time.
no one sees the scars on her arms.
no one sees the pain in her eyes.
she's normal at school.
she's fine at school.
no one asks and no one cares.
there just in high school.
having fun.
but they don't know there best friend is losing blood.
they don't know they are cutting.
there life's are shattered.
the night she went home.
the night when she went in her room.
got the box out underneath her bed.
starts to cut over and over.
as many times as she does more then last week.
she couldn't take it anymore.
she looked her door.
the cutting began as much blood.
as much cutting.
she slips up.
she can't stop bleeding.
she can't hold her wrist so tight to make it stop.
it won't she's dieing inside of her dark room.
her father made her do it.
she's the one who slipped the cutting.
she's the one who started it.
she's crying inside of this nightmare.
everyone really did care.
everyone wanted to help her.
but she never asked.
but she never told them.
she's wasted her life on this.
she wasted her mind and dream.
her friends found out the next day.
they found out everything.
they breath inside there minds.
and there hearts a shattered.
