Decided To Kill My Problems Away

I Don't Understand Why People Won't Help Me.
I Look Around.
See People Loving Others, Helping Others.

I Sit On My Bed.
Thinking Over And Over.
If I Should Do It Or Not.

I Look All Over My Walls.
Seeing All Of The Posters.
Seeing How Lucky They Are.

I'm Not Lucky.
I'm A Loser.
A Loser That Deserves To Die.

I Sit Here On My Floor.
Before I Lock My Door.
Tears Well Before My Eyes.

I Grabbed The Knife.
Looking At It.
And Decided To Kill My Problems Away.