Scars

I got a brand new cut today,
it's much deeper than the last.
Doesn't hurt as bad....
I'm just wondering why I'm still alive
I know physical pain is supposed to hurt,
but it never does,
but just a comfort to my soul.
Covered in scars inside and out
People wonder why I'm so tough on the outside
but so emotional on the inside.
I'm just afraid of myself,
Afraid to show my true feelings.
Can anybody really see them?
I don't think they can,
they act like they think they know me
but if they knew
half my life they would
discover a new me!