I have a question for anyone.
maybe only you.
because i love you so much.
but i can't really say that.
but what would you do if i commit a suicide tonight?
would you miss me?
would you cry?
would you even die?
would it mean you really loved me.
or your just one of my best friends.
always there for me at the end.
you never wanted me to cut.
but i did it.
and now i feel much like a bit.ch at it.
I'm sorry for everything.
i must say my good bye.
i must end it tonight.
the night before you come home.
the night before you actually say hi to me.
the night before we actually wonder all why.
the only night where you won't be here.
the only night where i need to talk to someone.
and your not here tonight.
so tonight what if i do it.
would you feel guilty?
would you not even care?
what would you do?
i wanna know before i make this crime.
but you ran out of time.
and i start to die the string.
hang it on my ceiling.
i begin to pray.
and i jump off my bed.
with the last tears.
of my last blood dripping.
