My Last Goodbye

Do you understand all the pain you've put me through?
Can you see how much u mean to me?
Don't know why u r acting this way!
How did you really change out of the middle of no where?
You say you hate me and don't want me to call!
But, it just can't be true!
By the sound in your voice, I can tell you miss me!
You just don't want to admit this for some odd reason!
You broke my heart and boy you broke it good!
Don't know how it will be fixed from all this craziness!
Only you can repair it from all the damage you have caused!!
But, I don't think you want to fix it or just maybe you do!
Are you embarrassed to be in love cause in love we were!
At least that is what you said!

You say you don't love me when you are around your friends!
You say you do when we are alone!
You can't make up your mind well damn!
A dog can make up his mind better then you!
You never know what you really want!
Well figure it out!
I'm getting impatient!
You are running out of time!
If you want me then you better hurry up!
For my love is about to be given away!
This is your last shot!

Don't miss me that much!
For I know you will!
You know you can't get me off your mind!
Just admit it!
It's not a crime!
You know you love me!
You know you always will!
It's sort of like breathing!
No matter how hard you try, you just can't stop!
See this spell i put on you!
It drives you crazy, Just to know that we are meant to be and you just can't stop loving me!

Tell me this please!
If you are going to tell me the truth just once,let it be now!
Do you still love me?
Do you miss me at all?
Do you want me back or will you any time soon?
Are you afraid to love me or is it that you just don't?
Please answer these questions!
For this I need to know!
If there is a yes to any of these!
Then call me or just give me some sort of sign!
Cause I love you!
Just thought you might want to know!

Your friends can't believe the pain you have put me through!
And my Friends just want to kick your ass!
And trust me kick your ass we could!
No problem or pain!
For you will be the one feeling all the pain!
You will be feeling pain for two reasons tho!
For one you will be feeling pain because of course we just kicked your ass!
And For two you will be feeling pain because of your broken heart!
And the reason you have a broken heart is because u know u just messed up and caused yourself to lose the best thing you have ever had!
It won't take much to get me back!
Just earn my trust!
And that is that!

I have a feeling you won't ever have a girl again!
Or at least not one as good as me!
And she will leave you soon and very soon at that
For she will see all the bad you hold!
And all the good that will never come!
She will be able to tell that you are just a mean, retarded, sick airhead who doesn't care about anyone but, himself!
And she won't want a thing to do with you from then on!

Call me all the names you want!
For what u say,or
For what u think!
Doesn't matter the least bit!
For you are Trash and you will always be Trash!
The way you treat girls is just unbelievable!
Girls have a right to be loved and cared for not to be called names by someone who doesn't matter anyhow!!
I am mad at you and I have a feeling I will be mad at you for quite some time now!
Guys can't, won't and don't change no matter how hard they try!
Girls can try to change them but, only bad will come out of it!!
And this is why I'm not going to try to change you!
No matter how hard I really want to!
Cause I know there is no chance in hell that Benjamin Fredrick is ever going to change his ways!!
For this here is my last good bye!!

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