Look at my hands,
And the way I've bathed them all in red.
Punish me.
Torment me, because I was never meant to be.
Forgive me, for I have sinned.
However,
I have committed sins I cannot atone for,
Kill me.
It's no more than I deserve.
Blind me.
Maybe then I won't have to see anymore.
Can't stand the memories,
And I can't escape.
Cut me.
Hurt me more than I have hurt myself,
And I will weep.
But you cannot.
I have made sure that no one can hurt me more than I hurt myself.
Burn me,
Cauterize the wounds along my body and mind.
Purify my stained soul.
Free me,
Set me free.
Kill me,
I was never meant to be.
Kill me,
Laugh as I die.
Take my life and enjoy the sensation,
I'll give you my life, please, just waste it.
I can never atone for my mistakes.
I failed.
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
Forgive me, for I have sinned.
