When I look In The Mirror

When i look in the mirror
something scary always looks back
a long pale with sad dark eyes
deep inside she cries

She wants to be happy
she wants to be free
she wants to live like
like the person she use to be

With no more tears
and no more pain
to go back to a time
where she was actually sane

With no fresh cuts
and ugly scars
with no trace of rape
Just no self harm

Who ate everyday
and liked the food she ate
who would be happy and free
not full of stomach and head aches

With a happy mom
and life of her own
where the toilet seat
wasn't where her food was thrown

When people loved her
and all parts of her
when they smiled and hugged
and abided in her

But that is all gone
this girl's left alone
she's going to fly high
to the place she calls home