Life was going so great
I had a guy I truly care,
And I care back for him
I'd do anything for him,
And he said that he'd do the same for me.
But I refused to believe him
For I was to afraid
Afraid that they ere only lies
And that he truly wanted
To be with another girl.
That's where I went wrong
Where I didn't trust him
I didn't have faith in him
Slowly I was making our love fall apart.
For I wasn't treating him the way he deserved to me treated.
I didn't devote my entire attention to him
The way he did for me
I loved him so much, yet I didn't fully show him
For I was afraid of being hurt.
But in the end it hurt more, because I ended up hurting him.
I was jealous of his last girlfriend
For she was thinner than me, and she was willing to do things
I just wasn't ready to do.
So I was afraid he would leave me for her
But she never loved him the way I did.
And I had never loved someone so much before.
And that's where I went wrong
For I let the littlest things get to me
I couldn't see past the bad,
And look far beond to the future.
I care so much for him
But now he's gone,
Maybe just for now
But then again maybe forever
Maybe he was my one and only
And now he's gond.
