A new love

What do I do
To make him mine
I just hope
He won't send my love back this time

I hope he's different
And won't leave me hurt
Alone in a corner
Feeling like dirt

When can I do
For him to even notice me
I want to tell him everything
Let my feelings free

He had let free my heart
When it was lost in pain
Drowning in water
From not tears but the rain

I see him when I close my eyes
I hear his voice in every song
When the bell rings for the end of class
I feel like it hasn't been that long

Would he notice
If I changed my hair
If I started crying
Would he even care

If I said hello
Would he return it back
Would he care if I loved him
Or would he say that I was whack

What would he do
If he knew I think about him everyday
If I told him
What would he have to say

If I gave him my heart
What would he do
Would he throw it away
Or give me his heart too

Dedicated to N.B.
Written on December 18, 2005