Why does it have to be me
Itll never change
Life will always be the same
Ill always be the one they choose
Just to use
So vonerable
And so untouched
All these lies and jokes
Why do I have to pay the price
I cry again and i dont want to be here
I try to be the best person i can
And people hate me
I try not to care
I try to pull back the tears
But i have to admit it hurts
Everything you said was bull****
Everything you did didnt mean cr*p
The way you made me feel...
was emptiness
No one gets me
They dont see the real me
Yea, it could be worse
But if it was i dont think i would be here
I havnt even lived and i dont want to go on
I dont see why it has to be me
I was just a bet
You used me for yourself
If it was all meant to be this way
You should have killed me before
I wanna start over
I cant fight these tears and more
I want a fresh start
I lost the battle
I lost the war
He won my heart
And i cant let go
I dont want the world to see me
I thought i changed
I thought i had a new life
But itll always stay the same
Its just killing me to know you
They say it only happens on tv
But its real life problems
I have my dreams
Ive made my mistakes
But i just cant forget
I cant hide the pain inside
The people behind me all the way
Love me but they cant make it go away
I should have known
I should have seen it coming
It was never true
I knew it could only happen in a dream
I try to impress
But i give the wrong impression
When everything is ok
There they comes
When everything is hopeless
There you where
