Trapped

As i watched the water turn red,
I can see my world fade to darkness,
I felt my heart turn black,
As i turned lifeless.

I can't try any harder than i do,
I can't stop the earth from turning,
I can't stop these tears,
That consume their everlasting burning.

When I'm in the dark,
All alone wishing that you were here,
I wish for patient among the sickness of being alone,
And the consist wondering if love was ever there.

No sorry could stop me,
No love could make me fall,
No desire could make me weak,
No one else could've made this call.

Feeling the scent of death,
as you begin to feel relief,
That 's coming closer then you'd expect,
Is anything but brief.

Trapped inside this body,
Is like cold bars of prison,
It came without warnings,
It came without any reason.

I had to let go,
So much pain my body could take,
I had to end it,
I had to make it fast & straight.

Second by second,
Minute by minute,
All went numb,
No love came from it.

As i lay there waiting,
Slowly, panic began to show,
I thought this would've worked,
But the pain began to grow.

Why didn't i feel better?,
Why didn't i feel any change?,
How come it's like this?,
How come i feel the same?.

I was suffering from this,
But why, i thought it would be better,
I picked up a pen, a paper,
And wrote you this letter.

" You guyz never got what i wanted to say,
What i wanted in you,
This was my last option,
This was the last thing i could do."

As you read this letter,
Always remember me,
As the more i inhaled,
The harder it was for me to breathe.