Why?

Is been so hard for me...
To see that you are gone...
I sit and remember the time we spend together...
As I shed a tear...
I thank god for at least letting me have you by my side...3 years more...
Sense we found out that someday you were going to leave...
But I still don't understand why?...
Why did you leave?...
Didn't you know that I needed you here by my side?...
To give me strength...
Now I feel so weak and lonely...
Nobody was there for me...
To comfort me when you left...
Nobody was there to wipe the tears off my face...
No one was there to guide me...
But only myself...
As the days pass by...
I miss you more and more...
But I thank you...
Because I learned from you so many things...
To smile and be happy...
No matter what...
To always find the positive side of things no matter what the situation may be...
To be strong and face whatever obsticle I may find in life...
That I can accomplish anything that I may want to do...
That dreams aren't so far away...
I promise you that I will follow my dreams and that I will accomplish them...
Also that I will always hold you in my heart and that I will always love you...
Because you are my only love my favorite cousin...