Running, chasing
After what i thought was real
Hoping, dreaming
For what i thought was fate
Crying, screaming
For what i thought was the end
The lights are turned out
And its only me and you
I miss you more the closer you get
I know i could never forget
I blink and tears roll down my cheek
You touch my face
And wipe of the tears
You told me everything i wanted to hear
Then suddenly it all went black
In the pitch darkness there i lay
Slowly i stand and walk around
Running in circles crashing into walls
Theres no one there
As my tears hit the floor
Its the only sound you can hear
Suddenly im back where i stand
There in my room
With a knife on the floor
I keep on thinking
That i cant take it anymore
I think of what youve done to me
The truth hurt more than the lies
Nothing meant anything to you
I see my face in the reflection of the knife
The tears still fall
And my mascara runs
I dont like who i see
I know that thats not me
I bring the knife closer
I bring it to my heart
I turn to the window and see a swing
Life was so much easier back then
Playing with toys
Instead of being played by boys
The metal is cold
As it touchs my skin
I think of the memories
That ill never forget
With my family and friends
In my mind i see me smiling
But i dont know at who
I think a little harder and see that its you
I open my eyes
This isnt meant for me
I take the knife and bring it even closer
Then i drop in the drawer
I know now not to come back anymore
It isnt worth it
I have so much to overcome
I come to the truth that i have to admit
You where my favorite mistake
