I'm sick of these tears
tired of the blood
i went through all these years
not mentioning s h i t
i want tell you everything
you wont let me say a f u c king thing
i tried to tell you
tried to help you
all you gave me was s h i t
and how you have tried so hard
you haven't done s h i t
look at me mom
what the f u c k do you think this is?
i don't want to live like this anymore
I'm not gonna take this s h i t
i don't need you
i never did
all you gave my was lies
the only one that really tries
is him
the one you don't know about
because i cant talk to you
you never listen
you've never given a s h i t
but mother look at me
these blood shot eyes
these slits in my wrists
I'm sick of using this knife every night
i don't want to have to put up this fight
nothing i do is right
I'm so sick of living in this world
I'm sitting here wishing to just be gone
so sick of all this s h i t
no more will you have to hear from me
next time you see me
i will be resting in my coffin
