Self reason

I dont need you by my side. . .
I can get to sleep without you,
And Im sure that if I tried,
I could think thoughts not about you,
And its surely not that hard,
To spend a day with out you,
And yet every time I try,
I seem to end up with you,
If theyre such simple tasks,
Then why cant I evade you?
Why is it that I,
Always seem to need you,
And why is life not worth it,
If I damn well just cant have you,
Tell me why do I seek answers?
And always find the questions in you. . .
It surely cant be,
That I really like you,
And Id hate to have to think,
That I thought highly of you,
It just cant be right,
Me, enjoying my time with you,
And yet its so unjustly true,
Im not complete with out you,
But please dont ask me why,
I believe so entirely in you,
Because I really have no clue,
As to why I only trust you,
And when you find the reason,
I cant wait to steal it from you. . .
Eternally yours,
Wait, this a letter from you!