Another day Another worry

Though the years

have gone and past

i still remember

all the fights and all the laughs

as we struggle

last minute

decorating the christmas tree

aweing at the snowy trees and untouched fields of white beauty

fumbling carelessly

watching the sun rise and fall

as u take a shot

capturing the sun

moon

snow

in ur camera light fantasies-

each day

another worry

but u always made it

no matter when the doctors said it would be ur last

its like ur telling him over and over

(kiss my a**)

and

as weak as u may look at times

ur the strongest person that comes to mind-

so

with

all of this

traveling through my memories

though good as well as bad

none will deceive

just

makes it so hard to beleive

that this may be ur last

so i wont dare

think such a thing

and maybe

just maybe

i\'ll be stuck here

in my lost thoughts from the past

trying to make up another worthy piece

for your next birthday

christmas

or any other

holiday

or day of the week

that will be made special

just because

ur still with us...