Stuck to my own fantasy

Warmth that you had caused, made me shiver.
Even the sun wasn't warm enough.
Thought it will stay for ever, but..

Romance what you think you experience, will just last as a memory or a few floating scenes.
To keep the colorful lie in your mind, will make you just want to push the rewind.
You're happy with the leaves, whereas the heart has already been stolen.
Denying that your heart hasn't been broken.
Pretending that trying so hard will make him mine.
The reality screams at me that I'm wasting my time!
I can't even let my tears out of my eyes, because even my tears have already given up.
They keep telling me to stop..
Those hours I'll always remember, they were just the same and oh so similar..
Now I have to wake up and heal my scars,
but still, I enjoyed it very, very much....