Confused
and
biter
i try to forget-
my actions,
deny me.
i'll never be rid
of the regret
that i will soon feel
when what may not need be done
is done-
though no blood will poor,
no empty bottles will lay all round my stark white body,
a broken heart
and an unberable lonliness
will always
be haunting me
within the deepest
part of my soul
simply because
i never got to look
into those precious eyes
and
i never got to feel the unconditional love
of another-
I'll never get to smile
barely able to breath
only able to muster one single word
hello...
