My heart

MY HEART IS CALLING OUT TO BE HELD,
TO BE LOVED, MY MIND IS CALLING OUT...
I'M CALLING OUT TO BE LOVED..
I'M MISSING BEING LOVED!
EVERYONE I'M CALLING OUT BUT ITS LIKE NONE OF YOU CAN HEAR!
I'M FEELING LIKE I'M IN A GLASS DOME AND I'M BANGING ON THE GLASS BUT YOU CANT
HEAR ME..
I'M BANGING MY HEAD ON A WALL!
ALL I HEAR IS MY EKCO..

I'M LISTENING TO MY HEART BUT NO-ONE CAN SEE ME OR HEAR ME,
I'M FEELING DOWN.. BOUT MY HEART THATS BEEN BROKEN!
ABOUT FEELING I'M BEING LEFT BEHIND!
ABOUT LOSING A CLOSE MATE..
ABOUT BEING LONELY!

I'M STARTING TO FEEL SAD AND DEAD INSIDE..
I HAVE NO ENERGY,
ALL BECAUSE YOU LOT STILL LEAN ON ME..
YOU DISH YOUR PROBLEMS OUT ON ME,
BUT YOU NEVER SEE WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH..
YOU THINK YOU DO BUT I KNOW YOU DONT!
I'M CLOSING UP..
I'M GONNA STOP LETTING PEOPLE CLOSE AGAIN.. I DON'T WANT THAT!

EVERY TIME I DRIVE MY CAR I GO INTO MY OWN THOUGHTS,
I GO SO DEEP I DON'T REMEMBER DRIVING!
I KNOW I'M ONLY JUST HOLDING ON..
BY A THREAD..
BUT EACH DAY THIS CARRIES ON,
EVERY DAY YOU LOT DON'T SEE HOW I TRULY AM,
EVERY THREAD IS SNAPPING...
I'M FALLING AND FALLING!
I DON'T WANT TO HIT THE GROUND!
I DON'T WANT TO HIT ROCK BOTTOM,
I NEED TO BE SAVED..
I'M TRYING TO SAVE MYSELF BUT I CANT FIND MY WAY OUT...

ITS LIKE I'M LOST IN A MAZE,
I CANT GET OUT..
EVERY TURN I TAKE ITS A DEAD END OR SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS!
I'M STARTING TO SCREAM BUT YOU STILL CANT HEAR ME,
WHY CANT YOU SEE??
HE BROUGHT ME DOWN WITH HIM..
AND I CANT GET BACK UP..

I DON'T WANT TO LOSE WHAT I USED TO BE..
I WANNA BE HAPPY AGAIN..
I WANNA BE LOVED,
I KEEP SAYING THIS TO YOU LOT BUT WE MAKE A JOKE OF IT..
I'M FINDING IT HARD TO CRACK A SMILE..
HOW AM I GOING TO FIND MY WAY OUT FROM THIS BLACK HOLE???

WOULD REALLY LIKE U TO COMMENT ON IT AS IT IS HOW IM FEELING AT THE MOMENT!
CHEERJ!!