One final thing*

*Sarah,you don't understand where I'm coming from,I know how you feel,but you don't see that you being depressed and upset makes others around you who care about you just as depressed!I love you and want so bad to help you but anything I say is like another language to you!Please try and understand that I've never been hurt like you have,and can't relate and know how to help you!Ttyl!I love you,and please think about what I said! *

one final thing i have to say,is don't you see you too act this way. all these poems i write every day, its like you don't see how lost i am on my way. you sit there and deny the pain that i feel, because to you it was and will never be real. so then let me ask you this, tell me please what a true friend is? when you truly care you wouldn't dare sit there and tell me you just don't see, try this on for size you never gave a fu** about me. you contradict every dam* thing i say, who are you really at the end of the day? how can you sit there and be such a bitc* , another language, what the hell don't you see, i am the teacher of what tomorrow will be. i know even before you do what feelings i will hold, because since yesterday the feelings are just too old. your selfish, inconsiderate, bitc*y and rude, and as for this poems i dont know what else to do. what you don't think i don't see what you do ? you put me down, you don't bring me up. your just too lost in Zachary`s hug. you'll never see it cause your just too naive, which is something they all used to say to me. but now i see things even the closest don't see, i am the one closer to you than to me. so sit there and read this [over and over again] and think about this one. realize that i am a true friend.

* this isn't suppose to be this mean, but shi* happens. its only half i suppose of what i really feel. too bad soo sad. i don't care what i do any more.* sry ash i love you but open up.