Holiday

The holiday without you,
is like no holiday.

It's been four years since,
me and you shared a holiday.

I use to love the holidays,
now it's nothing.

All I have is the great memories,
of the holidays we shared.

I thought the holidays are tough,
the day you let this world is tough.

Soon it will be the day you passed,
after the holiday.

How do I deal with that?

How can I deal with it any day?

You would think I could by now,
Since it's been four years.

I still get emotional,
when someone says,
something about you.

It can be a good saying,
and I still be crying.

Why can't you come back?

I can't do this without you.

If I can't spend a holiday with you,
then could I talk to you.

There's so much I want to say.

I have so many, unanswered questions.

But there's one thing I don't have to say,
but I will.

I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU.

written 12-23-05