Changed undescribingly

There is a look that Ive received from you, it is something Ive tried to hold dear. and until right now i haven't noticed that it is my worst fear.
all it took at one sweet time was a look to calm me down, it was always the little things that would make my frown turn around. but now those same eyes amaze me only because i see, i see the way within them that they used to look at me. i used to savor the shine in your eyes, i used to rely on the taste that within them laid. they were the air i would breath, the drink i would take, the reality in the middle of the storm, now so fierce. they were my world, my life, my soul, but they've changed indescribably. so deeply now the tears move, more than solemnly, darkening, lost inside more than a black hole. so indescribably, as long as this may go on, nothing will be better- for your eyes still, are all that hold me together. i long for that day where i can see my self in your eyes with the glow. the glow that spells love, and continues to never let go.