Beautifully Broken Mess

She tips the bottle up
Draining it in one breath
Not caring of the burning she feels
Or how this time it might end in her death

She is trying to numb her pain
The pain that comes from you
But you will never know
Because you pretend you never knew

She takes out the knife
Places it on her scarred wrist
Trying to end this life she cares nothing for
It all is balled up in her dying fist

She is a beautifully broken mess
But no one knew of her silent pain
All they saw was her fake smile
And they missed the tears that rain

Now it is to late to go back
And she is crying out for you to come
But you won't hear her screams
Because of the person you have now become

So tonight she won't dream at all
And she won't hurt no more
She has gone away
And you will find her upon the dirty floor