I've lost all sight of my goals,
An ocean of despair has swept my hope away.
Watching my hope drift away upon the tide,
And I begin to sit and cry.
I cry for everything I've lost,
For everything I've never had,
For all the things I crave but will never gain.
I weep for for you, The one I want but never had.
The one whose embrace I cannot survive without.
I see no way to co-exist,
I must have you to myself.
The pain that plagues me every day,
Wishing for your affections.
I cry for what I feel I've lost forever more.
But what....how ignorant have I been?
I've finally realized the awful truth,
I have not lost you...not really,
I cannot lose what I never had...
