I've cried so many times
now my eyes are dry
but that dosnt mean
i aint still cryin inside
hoping for the day
wen i will die
to come as soon as it possibly can-
wen it finally does
an i am releived from this life
i will cry one las time
as i enter the light
that b4
i never could have dreamed
i would ever get the chance to see
then it'll all be clear
i will realize
that i did not infact die
but that
im finally alive
ready to experience this life
my life
so different from urs
released from my darkness
free to roam
to be happy
no longer alone
finally exposed
to the joy
that all ya'll share
now
at this point in ur lives
that i missed out on
cuz this is my death
at this point im dead-
yes
someday i will have all this
after i die
but until then
until my blood runs warm
until my heart is no longer splintered
i will continue on crying
deep down
on the
inside...
