by (*andrea*hurtinside*) Dec 24, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
I don't believe in anything all that i have in life is my bf who loves and cares for me as i do him but even if ll of the people in the world were with me I'd still be all alone but i guess thats just the way its meant to be I'd do anything to be a normal person with a normal life! yeah maby i do have a little happiness in my life but theres hardly any theres more pain and sadness then anything I'm hurt inside adn waiting to die even Thu there is 8 billen people in this world if there was only me in it everything would be the same as it is now I'm all alone in pain and just cant wait to die sometimes i like it when I'm not heard Caz i can cry scream do anything and people would just be like whatever i am so alone in this world and the only one who sees me is the one who loves me theres so many secrets i will keep so many scares i will hid and yet people just walk be you talk about you hurt you like your not even there i have no one it talk to no one that care expert for the only one who loves me |
Great peice, you expressed yourself extremly well |
You shouldn't feel that way...you may not always know it but there are a lot of people who care about you, in my eyes i envy you for you at least have someone that loves you whereas i have no one but even though i'm alone, i'm not alone really. i'm alone in love but in friends i am bountiful.so hang in there |