Thoughts of A Child

My thoughts are racing.
Thinking about you,
The pain you caused me
that will Never go away.
No matter how hard I try
I am forced to think about what you have done to me.
Things That I cant take back.
Suicide crosses my mind
and it makes me cry that i ever let it cross my mind.
I am screaming inside hopeing someone will notice.
No one ever does it hurts to know that no one cares
I need help
and I want it
but i cant just say hey I'm crazy...
I need help.
Look at all the things you've caused me....
all the questions that are left unanswered.
Im not ready to die but I'm not yet ready to live either.

XXX emogirl