This is My Life

My life has never been
The way I wanted it to be
But a cutter's life is never
Quite what it seems

Taking a dozen medications daily
A hundred thousand thoughts
Jumbled in my head
Not able to sort them out

No one could ever possibly understand
What goes on in my head
They wouldn't even dare
To care if I was dead

Rejected loves
Lost friendships
Left alone
Cold and dreary inside

This is my life
This is my horror
This is my mistake
This is my life