What If?

What if one day,
you saw all my bloody chains and belts,
would you try to understand,
why i cut myself when nothing else helps?

What if one day,
you saw my bleeding heart,
would you try to help me,
when i bleed alone in the dark?

What if one day,
I started to think about suicide like times bedore,
would you start to cry,
if i cut even more and more?

What if one day,
you started to cut just like me?
would you be able to understand?
would you be able to see?

What if one day,
i cut my wrist to deep,
would u be happy,
cause i would be in a never ending sleep?

What if one day,
you tried to understand,
maybe then just one day,
you will lend me a hand...