I did it for her... revised

I can't stop liking him,
so stop telling me what to do,
I wont stop loving him,
if you only knew.

I gave him up once,
I wont give him up twice,
I'm done with you,
I'm done with being nice.

I broke up with him
just for my friend,
but now i can't stand it,
I don't want us to end.

I've tried to love again,
now my broken heart is shattered,
but the pieces are worn
and tattered.

she said she was "heart broken,"
everyday I saw her crying,
I couldn't bear to hurt her anymore,
every minute a part of me was dieing.

she was my friend,
but i gues not,
she made me break it off,
so i gues she isn't what i thought.

now she's happy all the time,
while I try to disguise my face,
she's never been happier,
now I'm trying to find my place.

I'm trying to love again,
but I just can't feel anymore,
she's fine now,
while my hear is still tore.

now I have to lie,
now I have to pretend,
now I have to act,
as though another man is just around the bend.

I can't help but think of him,
it's been almost a year,
now I'll cry no more,
...but just one last tear...