I miss you

I can't stop thinking about you and what I've done.
I had something special with you and I made you run.
I wasn't willing to give up partying to make it work,
now I feel like a big fat jerk.
You're a great guy, I hope one day you'll see,
The good hearted person buried deep within me.
I really do care for you that much is true,
I never meant to hurt you.
I only wanted to make you happy and I hope one day I can.
You made my days happier, you're one hell of a man.
Maybe one day our paths will cross,
until then, I'm at a loss.
I miss you so much that I cry inside.
I'll do anything to make it right, even swallow my pride.
I'll be at your side for every beck and call.
I'll give 100%, I'll give you my all.
One more chance, that's all I ask,
I promise I won't mess up. I'll make this one last.
-k-