Joker

Trapped here left to wonder
was it what i said?
was it what i did?
Or could it be you have
yet again thrown me aside.
Knowing that i would run back to you.
Yes, i admit i would have done so in the past.
But you're cold.
You are like glass, i can see right through you.
You never wanted me back.
That was just your plain.
You thought you could play me
like a card game.
Boy, if this a card
game we playing then you're the joker.

Never once did you realize i was the queen.
I may still be in my teens.
Yet never will i be foolish
as to believe in someone
like you ever again.
I'm the black jack you could never get to keep your hands on.
You folded before we even got started.