Dying

I'm dying inside
My thoughts collide
I've lost the ability
To continue to hide
The feelings I have
Lost in my memories
The thought of death
Is overwhelming me
Take my breath
End my life
I've felt myself break
Living in strife
You left me awake
To the cold reality
That I'm just a fake
I've lost sensuality
Because of my mistakes
You've killed my mind
And left me in the wake
Of your senseless ride
My heart fills with hate
For your amusement
I can't abide
Where you smile
And I die