My tears are pain

I wouldn't know how to tell you this
cause i wouldn't know what to say
but the words are in my tears
and i hate feeling this way
i know you should know the truth
because its the only thing thats right
but I'm choking on my words
and still crying through the night
i cant help but make you
the only one i blame
and now my worst confession is telling you i don't feel the same
I'm trapped in this old timing and i want out in the new
but I'm tripping as i walk
and its all because of you
yes i know its kinda wrong
and a little bit unfair
but you made me feel how i do you made not want to care you treated me with hate
bundled up inside your heart
and i have no intentions of staying cause i want us to be apart
i cant handle the pain
or the anger you have inside
you make me want to run
and you forced me to hide
my tears i shed are true
there's a silence in my stare
and if you knew what to do
you'd see more than what is there you'd notice i am hurt
and you'd see that i am scared and you know I'm trying to leave and how much i am prepared
i loved you from the start
and i told you this to be true
but in this moment of our life
me and you are THROUGH!!