I feel like, like, like I'm wearing a mask. I'm wearing a mask because I'm not myself. If I am myself people wont accept me as if being myself is not good enough. I'm not accepted as myself therefore is why i wear this mask. You see the mask but you miss to me struggling to take it off instead you tell to give up. But i wont I don't wish to wear the mask I wish to take it off and be myself but you hold me back. Why do you insist that I leave the mask on and act like the person you gave me to be? Is it because you don't want to see the real me? I want to show you that you can love me the same without this fake disguise. But you say no and you make me act ways i do not wish to act you said to me that if I did not act this way people would hate me and that nobody would accept me....when the truth was that other people wanted to seek for the real me and you didn't let me show it to them.... the truth was that you were ashamed of me but why? All I ever did was love you and respect you and trust you but you betrayed me and my eyes were closed until now.
